May dreams come true August 25, 2008

I always wanted to further my study.

For doctorate

and further it overseas.

Sungguh tinggikah cita-cita ku ittew?

Haksss. Tak apa cita cita tinggi dan selalu bayangkan.Ibarat Law of Attraction yang aku baru bentangkan semasa Public Speaking hari tu. Ada tiga steps yang senang,

1. Ask
2. Believe
3. Receive

Jadinya…..aku mmg dah aim and pinta  dan set minda aku yang aku nak further study kat UK…chewasshhhh

Believe dengan apa yang aku pinta dan yakin (termasuklah usaha-usaha juga)

Receive..akan come out along the way

Untuk membuat cita-cita aku tercapai memang kena mula dari awal.

Area of Research

Where (Which Uni)

So must know the requirement dah

When-Period

The supervisors

Other preparation (like IELTS or TOEFL) hmmmm

That’s the technical parts

On the other side, I have to start now, doing the research on my own.

For example:-

Publish articles

Publish papers

Research

Actively involve in the area that I want to pursue

Hmmm still along way to go

Another technicality is, I must wait at least 5 years, only then I can apply. That is because I want a sabbatical leave and fully sponsored by my employer (you-know-who). By 5 years time, I’ll be five-and-thirty , and bear in mind than the closing age for the sabbatical offer is at forty. Oh dear, that’s so rigid? (can I say so).

I really hope that I will get that scholarship anyway. InsyaAllah…we can always planned and who know in future the policy will change?

We’ll never know……..

Refreshing…. August 24, 2008

I changed the bedroom layout.

Feel great about it. So fresh and my room looks different and bigger. Only that we don’t change the furniture. (No budget). I wish we change sync the furniture as well…plus the curtain. But anyhow it is okay. As long as it got new looks and ‘feel’ I love it. Anyhow my still rent the house . Only if it’s our house, I would paint and redecorate it.

I have new hairstyle. Hmm not really new, but no more long hair. Now I’m layered-shoulder length hair girl. (Errr betul ke ayat ni?). Short,simple and layered. Well it is the most important. I have thick hair, so by layering it, I feel so light. No more ’sanggul’ before putting my tudung. And easy ,manageable while sleeping and ***.

Before –> After

Apart of that, I rent few books. My rent bookshop have moved to new place. Just realise it when I went to the old shop and found it empty. So asked the information counter and luckily the receptionist kindly give me the address of the new location. Went there and found out the owner have changed too. I guess because of the management, that’s why it move out from SP. Anyway the books still the same plus lots of new books. Rent 2 books and shall return back within 3 months. It just that it quite cramp over there and the traffics is quite something….aiyrakk…that’s what I don’t prefer, the rest no problem.

Me and books is inseparable. From small I love reading book. Until now..any kind of books..i read. Even when I’m at new company, whenever I know there’s a library, I’ll go to the library. Well in private there’s nothing much….so when I’m in this new department, I’m so happy. We have large library with variety of books. Oh I’m so in love and whenever I feel pressure or tense or bored…I’ll go to the library and find my serenity there. Hahhaha…

Even the same with the book shop. O love bookshop and I also feel the same temptation whenever I enter to the bookshop. The smell of the books and the nicely arrange, really excite me. Kinda give some sparks and my eyes really blinking-blinking hahaha…(another exaggerating)

Tomorrow another week will start. Wish will be better than yesterday!

Another great news is, my bro will fly to Impe*rial C*llege L*ndon. I’m so happy and deep inside I wish I could be there too. Further study abroad. Hmmm perhaps there’s still hope. My doctorate in 5 years time? InsyaAllah…I have start looking and research on some Universities…and plan of my research-to-be. Insyallah Again…I’ll work hard for it!.

UCL? Bristol?Warwick?Leeds?Southampton? Hmmm…