Thanks God it’s over July 21, 2008

I’ve done my public speaking today. I’m the 4th of all 67 course participants. Quite lack of knowledge and jury expectation. I’ve done my best and I hope the jury is really generous in giving the high marks. Compared to others, I came forward without any notes or cue cards…because I know I won’t be looking at it…(at all). I’m so used in using the slides, then when they said slides are not necessary so I go to empty handed. I have my intro, contents and able to conclude the speech. Only the nervousness is my weakness, Oh I hope people won’t noticed it much. **Cross Fingers**. Btw my title is ‘The L*aw O*f Att*raction’

My course overall went well, so far. We’re on 4th day actually, so too soon to tell. The first 2 days was group dynami*cs. The lecture only starts on Friday, (and the sleepy zone begins). I wish (want) to excel in this course and pass with flying colors. Still need to complete the individual assignments, group assignments as well as study for the exam. Insya Allah I’ll pass the exam.

The journey to P*J* was quite okay since 630am I’ve started my engine. It’s really early morning, but that’s the sacrifice that I have to make!. I normally reached the campus around 715 am -730am….and got ample time for breakfast and preparation and mangling with new friends!. It’s okay as long as i punch in before 8am. Punch out will be after 5pm, from looks like from today onwards…6pm will be the time (after the public speaking session).

People in my office were still excited for the opportunities meeting the royal highness. Hmmm I wish I can bee there too! But apakan daya!…stuck in this campus with the important course. The course mates so far are okay….67 and 29 are same grade like me. It’s time for ‘networking’!…Oh I shd take this opportunity to promote the seminar in August to all friends. Tomorrow will ask my secretary to print out and hand over the document to me.

Last weekend was quite tiring…..BIL and SIL #2 have a makan2 at their house (aqiq*h). It’s okay to come for makan2 and doa’…but looks like it’s more than that…MIL and FIL are busy with ‘menggulai’ and we the inlaws helping in lots of chores…saturday and sunday (no rest) for us. I wish they could understand life in KL , but unfortunately not…..If u want to it at kampung I don’t have any problem..but in KL..without any Public Holiday…oh they should pity us. No time for us to rest!…And actually they should just order and ask the caterer to prepare the food. Ntahlah….. as I told before, I need to prepare for my course and public speaking…so we left early, leaving the guest and the dirty dishes.Huhuhu…I’m the lazy menantu?…..

So I really thanks Allah the public speaking is over and the fest is over too. I can have lil bit peace of mind and focus on other tasks…(yang banyak bertimbun)

the intensive course July 18, 2008

The course has started. So now I’ve been commuting from PH to PJ through FHway everyday. The class will start at 8am (we need to punch in before 8am) till 5pm (punch out). So in order to arrive safely , and without traffic hassle I started my engine at 6.30 am from home. Oh dear, it;s really early…but believe me 7am at FH, the traffics was heavy already. I don’t know what will be at 7.30am. 7 am just nice and I still can reached PJ at 7.30am….compared to normal timing (15 minutes). So now, everyday I woke up at 5.30 am. Class so far ended 5 pm or 5.30pm, so I quickly rushed out (to avoid traffics jam). And great enough so far I reached home at between 5.45pm till 6.15pm. Yuhuu!

Talked about the course, it’s really packed and full of assignments and tasks. We need to do 8 individual asg, 6 group asg, 1 public speaking and test (objective+essays)-not an open book test.Grrrrr. **Cross Finger**.I want to pass in excellent insya Allah

Since today is Friday, me and colleague went back to office for a while. It’s quite near to the course center actually. No memo or letters on my table yet (hahhaa I’ve been away for just 2 days only). Checked emails and friends said there are rearranging the position (ur location) again.Derhhh…lucky our room was intacted. But still feel uneasy and kind like ‘deerrrrrr’ because the shuffle is just because 1-demn-anak-mommy-guy-that-just-come-back-from-doing-msc-pastu-terasa-dah-pandai-sangat. Huh…well let him be.Perhaps the ‘aura’ of getting the ‘higher’ education still big and make his nostril ‘kembang’ lagik. Well beb! Sorry brother MSc is nothing now! Lots of peeps getting it and from my experience MSc is not difficult compared to first degree! And PhD too..(this is what my boss said because I haven’t do my PhD yet!). So because of this mangkuk hayun, some peeps have to reshuffle the working place, padahal we’re just do that 4 months ago!. Eiii…(I started to have some kind og bad perception about him). Huh …
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Family thingy!

SIL & BIL #3 just give birth to baby boy (at last) after they have 2 girls. They gonna have the aqiqah this sunday..which means I need to turn up on Saturday (helping….) and Sunday (helping and makan…..) Ohhh…well not to say I don’t want to go. (it’s an obligation maaaa). But just to tired when thinking about how busy I am…with asg and the time to study…and preparation for BeeTee-N.Hmmm but what can I do, have to force myself and help here and there la. Hmmm no comments on this…(but napalah cepat sangat u getting the 3rd one, rasa baru je aku gi tolong aqiqah anak no 2 hari tu) . Aduiihhh sakit jiwaku. Yup, the tense have risen because ppl keep asking when is our 2nd baby will arrive. Aiyooyoo…only if the baby can be produced at the fingertips dah lama dah aku buat tau!.

I better stop now, need to start doing the asg.

Tomorrow will be ‘jalan-jalan’ to KL…looking for white baju kurung actually, for my BeeTee N…warghhhh…and isyaallah…after passing all these things..and the security interview, I can be confirmed soon! Yuhuuu….